UPDATE My younger brother called me back last night. I am on top of the world right now, its incredible! I woke up today with such a glow that you all must be feeling it
It took a while for him to understand that gender and sexual attraction were separate. He still may not understand it totally... but he wants me to meet some of his friends, lesbians
At first he was like "If your gay thats cool, I have a few gay friends and I can hook you up with them." but I told him," No, I don't like guys, I don't like how they act, how they smell, how they feel... and I don't like being one, I love girls, and pretty things and girl stuff." He said, "Well yeah you always been girly" and "You are such a bitch in the morning before you get your coffee, now it makes sense, hahahaha"
I sent him a pic, one that I put in the "do I pass" thread here.
I only had lip gloss on. I was shaking b4 I hit the send button, but then he shocked me again. He said, "Holy ->-bleeped-<-! you look cute as hell, wow man , wow you look better than mosts of the girls I see come into the restaurant everyday"
I told him I have not gone out in public looking like that yet, but that people have been calling me Ms and ma'am for a while now. He says,
"You look awesome and you look happy and proud, you
should go out looking like that. Screw what anyone else says. If ANYONE gives you trouble they will have the full wrath of me and my buddies and YOU know it won't end good for them!" He went on to say 'You are the smartest person I have ever met and I brag about you all the time. You have always been there for me and you are always so good to everyone, always caring, always helping people, making them feel better when they are going thru bad times. You are such a great person and you deserve to be happy and if this makes you happy then go for it!" I teared up
He said he was so happy that I would open up with him about this and felt honored that I would share this with him. He said " When we were little you always protected me and stood up for me, hell you even saved my life a few times, well now I swear to you, if anyone even looks at you crossways I have your back! I will mess them up" "Be proud, you look great and you are the best person I know! You should not have to hide your true self"
I think I will ride this great feeling all month! I am glowing SO much, woke up feeling like a trillion bucks!
I still can't believe how understanding he was. How supportive he was. Wow, just
wow 
"Mind blown!"
He did say he always knew there was something different about me, just could not put it to words. He says "now everything makes a lot of sense."
-Jade
