Ye this above is what really has lead me to realise I could be trans, except for me I was never too feminine looking. I got big and tall at 12-13. But still if I'd realised this stuff at 18 or something my face could have totally passed I'd have just been a lot bigger than most girls. Now my facial features are beyond repair and my hair is getting to that critical point too, if not already. I didn't know I was trans before. Its so cruel that it seems for a lot of people the catalyst to realising is actually reaching the point where transitioning successfully, at least outwardly, is impossible.