I thought about it, and I think breaking up is for the best. I long for freedom. Being in this relationship feels like a burden. I'm planning on sending him this message,
Isaac, I need a break. This relationship plus the upcoming surgery feels extremely stressful. For now I have to focus on myself. Maybe later on we can give it a try again, but for now I think we should be friends. You're an amazing man. God bless you.