Quote from: SwedenMtf on February 19, 2015, 01:17:05 PM
Hi!
Since I started my HTR a week ago, I have a few questions. Obviously I've been reading about HTR more than enough.. but I have a few questions since it's some of different information on webpage to webpage. So here's a list of questions.
1.) Are there really any noticeable differences in the first weeks? (Psychological as physical)
Psychological, definitely. The drop-off in sex-drive will happen pretty quickly, and there may be a near immediate change in emotions to go with it... feeling calmer, feeling more at-ease, or possibly what I experienced, extreme mood swings between elation and depression. Physically, none of the effects will be noticeable at that point. Maybe at about the 2-week mark you'll be able to feel a little bit of skin softening, maybe the absolute infancy beginnings of breast buds, but that's about it. It took a month or so for me to really start noticing the changes beginning in full force, and it was another several months before anyone else noticed. 9-10 months was when it began to become very visually obvious.
Quote2.) Is it true that your face doesn't change at all?(Been looking at before and after pictures here on the forum, and I think some faces has changed)
Definitely a myth in my opinion. Maybe it won't change if you're so extremely thin that you have no bulk in your face whatsoever, but HRT does a LOT to feminize the face in a lot of people. No, it doesn't change the bone structure, so the face will overall look similar-ish, but it does change the fat distribution (more fat in the cheeks,) noticeably thins out the musculature and skin of the face, (which can make noses, chins, and brows look smaller, and make the eyes look more open,) but a lot of this depends on bone structure. Someone with a very strong bone structure probably won't see much change from HRT because the bones are the most prominent features of their face, where for someone with a more androgynous bone structure, it can completely be the difference between night and day just by getting rid of that male facial "bulk." I can personally attest to this. I can't even recognize myself anymore when I compare my face now to how it looked pre-hormones.
Quote2.) Some people are talking about that you could get shorter? (Is that so? I'm 5"10.. shrinking I wouldn't mind.. even tho Taylor Swift is 5"11)
Yes, sometimes a little bit. I did. I was 6' 2" pre-transition, and shrunk down to 6' 1/2". It's unknown why, maybe the joints get looser, maybe the hips rotate a bit, I dunno, but a little bit of shrinking, an inch or so, is pretty common.
Quote3.) Can HTR - MtF remove pimples and make your skin more clear? (Some pages says the opposite)
It could be either honestly. Any hormonal change has the chance to make your skin break out. I personally didn't experience it, but then again, I didn't really get acne during my first puberty either, so I'm probably just not predisposed for it. I think acne problems are a bit more common in trans guys than trans girls, (my FtM friend Drew got it BAD,) but it's possible either way. With time, though, estrogen definitely makes the skin look smoother and clearer, while testosterone makes it look thicker and splotchier. Both have the potential to produce acne during the initial "shock" phase, though.
Quote4.) At some places it says HTR doesn't change your voice as MtF, whilst on some it says it can slightly change?
It doesn't change the pitch. That can only be accomplished through voice training. (Or being around cis-women all the time and mimicking their speech patterns and pitches, which actually does come pretty naturally once a trans woman goes full-time and is socially accepted.) HRT does, however, have a significant impact on vocal "power." Because it causes the muscles in the vocal cords atrophy a bit, so the voice naturally becomes softer in tone, and less forceful. So it does change the voice, and does feminize it. It just dosen't change the pitch of the voice.
Quote5.) Androcur is better the Spiro?
Androcur worked better for me, but I think it's very much an individual thing which hormones work for who. Some people develop best under low-dose Spiro, some need high-dose Spiro, for me Spiro just didn't do it, I only saw significant feminization progress while I was on Androcur, but again, the comparable effectiveness of anti-androgens honestly hasn't really been scientifically studied. So all that anyone can do is provide idle speculation at this point over which forms of estrogen and which anti-androgens are the most effective. It's best just to let your doctor figure that one out, and then if you're dissatisfied with the results, see if they're open to requesting something else. In my case, Androcur dropped my T level down from whatever my normal male pre-hormone levels were all the way down to 22, the basement of the female range, in only 2 months. So I'd say it's pretty effective, and personally if I had the option between Androcur and Spiro I'd take Androcur, because a lot of girls seem to have a hard time getting their T levels down with Spiro. But at the same time, Androcur gave me some HORRIBLE mood swings between sheer elation and suicidal depression which none of my friends on Spiro endured, so I really don't know if the rapid fall in T levels is really good for someone, so I don't know.
Quote6.) You can't get breast development until after 3 months? (I've read several storys about getting breast development after 3-4 weeks)
Bull.

"breast development" as in full breasts, yeah, definitely not, but breast buds can happen almost immediately. I noticed my nipples becoming ever-so-slightly more conical in shape by the 2-week mark. Some other girls here report that they saw no breast development whatsoever until 3-4 months, others had full c-cup breasts by 4 months. It's very much a genetic crapshoot with absolutely no guarantees. They could either hardly ever grow at all, or spring up like daisies in April.
Quote7.) You're feet can shrink a size or two since your body fat replaces itself?(This and length seems unreal, but I've read stories about it)
Some people do experience it, I've heard of it before, but I'm not one of those people. I started transition as a size 11W, and I'm still an 11W 2 years into HRT, (although maybe the 11W's fit a bit better? Like, early in transition I often had to try 11s on to see if they'd fit or not, where now they mostly do tend to fit?) Anyway, yeah, dropping a full size definitely isn't going to happen for me.