So, I've been off my meds for a couple weeks due to poor financial planning on my part. Or rather, I'm spacing my doses out to the point where at least my t-blocker isn't as effective as it should be. My issue right now is that I've been getting 'morning wood' again for a few days and it's painful. I don't do any elaborate tucking, just pull it back, and I think because of doing that for over a year now it's changed a bit. I know when I do get hard, the shape of my penis has changed. It's curved, almost bent, when it used to be straight. When I wake up with an erection, it hurts when I try moving it, so I can't really reposition it so I'm more comfortable. Is there anything I can do? I don't think 'not tucking it' will work and it's not really a viable option anyway. Am I just going to have to deal with it until I'm back on my meds? My friend suggested masturbation when that happens but.. ehh. That seems awkward and unappealing. My boyfriend already thinks I'm 'reverting', and even though he's just joking, I don't need to weird him out.. :/