i recently had a dream where i came out as ftm and had actually started transition, so i was in male clothing with a short haircut. at first, i was in my psychology class, and one of my friends (whose name is alex - yes, that is important) was bullying me for being transgender. shortly after a few hurtful taunts, i was suddenly back at my house packing up my old dollhouse from when i was younger and putting it onto a chair. apparently, this chair served the same function as any automobile and my grandmother, my sister and my father and i were all planning on travelling somewhere using this chair.
the next thing i remember is being in a silver minivan and driving down an almost empty highway with my sister and two other guys, one of which was the character alex mahone (played by william fitchner) from the tv show "prison break." we had to pull over because we were out of gasoline, and soon everyone except me began arguing over directions and our strandedness. after a while, a boy i know from school, whose name is also alex, had to pull over because his gigantic brown camouflage tank-jeep-thing's engine was burnt (it was literally this ginormous brown camouflage machine that looked like a mixture between a tank and a jeep). he asked me to help him fix it, and i agreed. interestingly, although i barely talk to this guy in real life, he considered me to be male. however, he still called me by my birth name, but i suppose that's because i haven't fully decided upon another name yet.
then i woke up and was sad because i hate it when my dreams end.
(...i am honestly clueless as to why there were three different people named alex in my dream... very strange...
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