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White Boy with an Acoustic Guitar.

Started by Tripdistrans, February 12, 2015, 08:11:05 PM

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Tripdistrans

(the title is relatively accurate)

I thought I might open a thread to share the songs I write, partly because I like feedback, and partly just because I feel good about them and so I would like to have them all nicely displayed for me to be proud about.

I'm not the best writer, the things I write are purely to help tread around whats going on inside my own head, so there's no expertise in any of this, it's all purely rubbish teenage emotions.

I'm yet to actually write a song about being Trans, but that's not for lack of trying. I'm simply yet to find the right words.

In time I will upload (some of) them to YouTube.

Thanks all,
Stay Rad.
Riley.
Expectations in life are only useless without passion. Be passionate about yourself, and love yourself.
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Tripdistrans

If you say you're speechless,
Were you really ever speechless at all?
I've got superstitious features,
And they want to hear you knock,
On my door.

We've got the brightest future,
Could we even got a future at all.
Prince charming didn't make it so far,
Before Cinderella left the ball.

But the midnight train,
Is calling our names again.
How do you know it's wrong,
If you've never hold my hand.

Beauty's in the eye of the beholder,
Dear, we all know you're beautiful.
But strength is in the heart the solider,
And I know I won't win this war.

I could take you to a place,
You've never even dreamed of before,
And your face would reflect the perfection,
Nothing more.

We could lay on the train tracks,
And just the ponder space,
with wonder on your face.
I promise there's no take backs,
On what I'm' bout to say,
But here's a list of things,
That you put to shame.

The sun in the sky, and the moon at night,
The garden of Eden, and birds in flight.
Da Vinci's art, and Romeo's heart,
The great barrier reef, and even Meryl Streep.

I wish I could write a line of prose,
And sweep you off of your feet.
But I Might as well just sign a cross,
And pray to mother Mary.
I don't know what you're looking for,
But I know it isn't me,

Beauty's in the eye of the beholder,
Dear, we all know you're beautiful.
But strength is in the heart of the soldier,
And I know I won't win this war.

© rzr.b
Expectations in life are only useless without passion. Be passionate about yourself, and love yourself.
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Jill F

If you like feedback, I'd suggest an electric guitar... LOL

I'd love to hear them once they're up.

Signed,
A Middle Aged White Girl with a Stratocaster
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Tripdistrans

Quote from: Jill F on February 12, 2015, 08:16:01 PM
If you like feedback, I'd suggest an electric guitar... LOL

I'd love to hear them once they're up.

Signed,
A Middle Aged White Girl with a Stratocaster

At my first school we had a Gleek club, and we set up two guitars purely to see who could produce the loudest and most painful audio feedback. It is an idea I can highly suggest no one ever again brings to life.

In terms of an actual electric guitar, I've only ever taught myself guitar so I like that I can play songs acoustically with my tiny little hands and limited knowledge. Also, I will forever be jealous of everyone that can play electric guitar so kudos to yourself. :)

I'm aiming to have a channel up and running by mid-March, that said it's already about 14 months overdue oops.  :-X

Expectations in life are only useless without passion. Be passionate about yourself, and love yourself.
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Tripdistrans



I'm a hypocrite in Jesus' form,
The halo, the horns, they've both been worn,
No need to fall from heaven, I was simply born
Into a world messed up and a family storm.

Went to a Lutheran school and a baptist church,
And a cult-like youth that was ten times worse.
They'd shun you, and hunt you, like the scum of the earth.
Then a public school was a change of verse.

It was grade ten in the drama class,
I didn't want to work so I sat on my ass,
You came up to me, said, 'Would you be my partner?'
I said, 'Sure thing, you'll have to start my heart first.'
Cause I'm pretty sure it stopped when you said my name,
And if I didn't know better I'd say you were an angel.
So we sat up the back on the floor and we talked,
About a boy who broke your heart and left you distraught.

If you didn't play me like a game,
I wouldn't crave you so much.
A little contact's not the same,
I want to look, I won't touch.

And when I'm shrouded in the shame,
I remember you've heard of us.
Without the contact I'm deranged,
Insane, but I won't give up.

You've got friends and I've got scars,
Six, one half dozen, they both do harm.
But friends have words, and words sure hurt,
more than Wilkinson Sword hidden under my shirt.

And I know you'll never know what it's like to be me,
I'll have you know I'll never know, what it's like to be free.
Dispose of those who stain you, fill your darkest days with greed.
Spend your nights alone soaked in philosophy.

You text me one day urgently, 'I need your help'.
I was at work with my phone on shelf.
I replied straight away, text back, 'are you okay?'
You said you let down your guard, It was a big mistake.

Then my skin turned green and my eyes disappeared,
I was immobilized with shock, with the sun behind my ears.
I thought the things we regret are things we never said,
And I should have told you to kiss me instead.

If you didn't play me like a game,
I wouldn't crave you so much.
A little contact's not the same,
I want to look, I won't touch.

And when I'm shrouded in the shame,
I remember you've heard of us.
Without the contact I'm deranged,
Insane, but I won't give up.
Expectations in life are only useless without passion. Be passionate about yourself, and love yourself.
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Tripdistrans

I followed the yellow brick road to see the see the wizard of oz.
A man well learnt of things we don't know, and I asked him, 'what is love?'
'Does it come from above? Or tremble deep below?
Does it truly matter what good a man does, Or are we soul mates set in stone?'.

He laughed out loud, and shook his head at me,
His cheeks began to glow. 'Humans are so manipulable,'
Or so the story goes.

"We will never be one and the same, as every bee must buzz.
Nonetheless, you confuse the world, and prioritize this 'love'."
'Poppycock.', a brief reply, one with little thought,
Thought again as the magic man grew larger than the walls.

The roof above us was caving in, and the floor began to rumble.
He said, 'Learn for yourself, before you state an opinion'
And that's when I started to tumble.

I dropped through a sky of sepia tone, dodging clouds of oil rain,
I started to hear a distant trombone, and then feel a whole world pain.

The instruments blared, except there was no orchestra,
'What has that mad man done to my head?'
To my shock answered a small Echidna.
'Just a concussion,'  he said.

' The man up above wants to teach you of love,
So he sent you here to learn.
Here is a seed, you must grow a Queen,
And keep her tall and firm.
Should you taste her fruit the passing sun,
Will surely make you burn.
Keep this creature safe and strong,
And your lesson shall be learned.'

I took the seed within my fingers and planted it in the soil.
Removed my shirt and pitched a tent, to protect it from the oil.
For 80 days, and 80 nights the passing sun kept me alive,
And fresh streams spouted left and right to make sure I would survive.

But as time went on, my hunger grew and so did her Majesty's fruit,
Sweet, soft skin I recognized and something fairly new.
A blacked fruit, triangular in shape, had temptation in its aura.
It smelled of nostalgic memories, and ideas I'd never thought of.

And for 80 days, and 80 nights she read me to sleep with poetry,
Freedom tales of fish in flight, and each night I fell asleep hungry,

I woke on the 81st day and stood to greet my queen,
Before noticing all around me the entire world had turned green.

The wizard of oz appeared to my side,
He said, 'You've resisted your hunger well,
And of that I am impressed,
You've waited so many patient days,
Today you are allowed to test,'

He gestured towards the mysterious fruit,
And I could not help but linger.
'Eat it?' I puzzled,
'Yes', he replied,
It really could not have been simpler.

'I shan't', I think' was all I managed,
As I took one last, fresh, drink,
'I nurtured this seed, from princess to queen,'
And the man began to shrink,

'I sat and watched over her everyday, and fought off giant bugs.
She cared for me in every way, as thanks for what I'd done,
But I could never eat her fruit, although my stomach wields knives,
Love is to allow others to grow, despite the apple of your eye.'

The oil rained backwards, and the sun fell down,
As the scene began to fade,
And he took my queen away.

'Your lesson is learned, you now may leave. '
And not a word was said in reply,
As I walked yellow brick roads with the memory,
Of 80 days and 80 nights.

rzr.b
Expectations in life are only useless without passion. Be passionate about yourself, and love yourself.
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Tripdistrans

I have a take away bag full of blood and liquor bottles under my bed,
and though the drinks have run me dry,
the blood, as stubborn as it,
continues to pump through my body,
and despite the fact that I have asked it to stop so many times,
it continues.
And I continue to live,
but I am not alive inside.
I am merely a figment of my own imagination,
Trying to come up with some reason as to why I must hide from the world.
Trying to come up with some reason as to why I was chosen to be here,
on earth.
I am but nothing.
I am the dust on your walls,
and the dirt on your floors,
That you disregard,
as annoying,
and I am annoying.

© rzr.b
Expectations in life are only useless without passion. Be passionate about yourself, and love yourself.
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