Updated photobucket better pics of old me

[Dodie]

My wife saw my photobucket.. she thought I should load pics when I looked better.... so I did..  Life is interesting... trust me I make this seem easy at times but emotionally we are still going through a lot.
We cry, miss our old life.. especially when seeing pics of us having such a good time...
She called me at 5AM yesterday morning after a bad dream and we both cried on the phone for a while..
Love is still there we just can't be married.
Oh Well.. love ya girs.
Dodie
photobucket:  <iframe width="480" height="360" src="http://s1382.photobucket.com/user/asbbrinleepilot32659/embed/slideshow/"></iframe>

[ChiGirl]

Looking good, Dodie!

I sympathize with your situation with your wife.  Good luck and hugs.

[Dodie]

Thanks Chi girl,
Its so hard when I am sitting next to her and she says she misses me.. stating my old name.. and I am like I am right here.. but.. I suppose I am not.
I am like her now.. a woman emotionally and physically.. but inside.. I still have all my memories and likes and loves.....
I know the E has changed me a lot.. I am more vulnerable.. men really seem like men to me now..
I am better now.. ready to tackle the world again.. as soon as I get my feet firmly on the ground that is!