After I read some of the posts. I don't feel shy as I was. So here goes it.
When I was a young teenager, I crossed dress a lot. Not trying to have my parents catch me in the act. That would have been awful. My parents are very strick and wouldn't allow such acts in their home.
Anyways, I started out trying on my older sisters clothes, such as bra, panty's, and other clothing. These of couse did not fit. So I tried on my mom's clothing instead. After trying on the bra and panty's I walked around the house wearing them (my family gone for the afternoon). After a few times of this wearing them inside, I tried to wear them outside in the backyard to start out with. Soon as I got comfortable with them. I went in the frontyard with them on. I loved the feeling of having the women's clothing on, I still do to this day.
[edit] section removed. This is not the type of site to discuss things of that nature thanks - Susan[/edit]
There where times when i was trying on my mom's clothing and wished I was a female instead of a male. Then wondering why I was born with a penis and testicles. I wanted them to be cut off and removed.