Ok I know I was a downer earlier on my other forum. I told my wife the truth about my heart complications and I already talked to my doctor not too long ago about what would happen if I would take hormones and surgeries etc... and I can't do it because of my heart . My wife was worried about me cause knows that I wanted to go through the transition. She told me I know you're a man you don't have to prove anything to me. She is so understanding love her to death. But here's the weird part the structure of my skull is a full grown males head it was measured at my doctor's. When I hit puberty um I grew stomach hair like a male and a little bit of facial hair I'm not talking about dark peach fuzz either and my voice is deeper than most women's. So I had a lot of waxing to do growing up I kept this a secret for along time. When I hit my mid 20's I was on my own health insurance plan and finally went to the doctors to check myself for this hair growth. They did a hormone test and my body creates a higher level of testosterone. But I guess this is normal for me because the doctors told me that I going to have to deal with it cause my estrogen levels were normal they couldn't give me anymore estrogen because of other conditions I have. So I'm ftm, is this why I have the mind of a man or are my parents not telling me something that I should have known about? My wife told me to bind my chest and to "pack" like I do and that if that's as far as I can go through transitioning that's fine. I told her I won't talk about suicide anymore and that this is as far as I can go for myself with transition I accept it and I don't want to do something stupid and miss out on our marriage and the family that we're going to have for something I have no control over. I'm not going to lose my life over this.
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