You have to remember that the lens on your phone or whatever will distort your face and make your features look bigger. If I remember correctly you were worried about the size of your nose, but when I saw your photos I didn't think your nose was in any way big.
When I try and take selfies I see all the male features in my face. Yet when I look in the mirror, I think I look ok. The other aspect to that of course is that the image is flipped; it's not what you are used to seeing.
Maegan offers good advice though and I agree 100%: respect yourself and your body. If you don't like the weight, do something about it. There's loads of before and after pics of trans women who started out as larger men. There's nothing stopping you from doing that, you just have to believe that you can.
I know how hard it is to get yourself out of these mental ruts. I had a ridiculous self loathing rant on here just the other day, thankfully the good people here were able to see it for what it was: my mind going down its little spirals. But if you improve just one little thing at a time, you'll see a change.
And keep posting here, don't worry or apologise, we've all been through tough times.
