My boyfriend has retreated even further from his trans feelings, it's gotten so bad. It seemed to have improved but it really didn't get better today. He wants to get rid of his thoughts, his thoughts of wanting to be male. He says he wants to "be cured" and he'd rather kill himself than live with those feelings. I know that he's feeling really bad right now, he has no hope and I'm afraid that I'm really going to lose him. He doesn't even want me to talk about it because he doesn't want to feel those things, he's full on refusing, I know that I should let it sit and wait but I'm panicking..for those of you that aren't familiar with my situation I am in a long distance relationship with him and it's hard not being able to help him. Advice would really be appreciated, he's almost 18 but he suffers from really bad social anxiety..he is now trying to change himself completely. He is trying to make himself look feminine and he's wanting to get rid of this..what can I do?
