After 1 year and 3 months of secret hrt., it's tomorrow that I decided to leave everything's behind including my wife who don't really care to understand my situation.
I am moving to Phuket (Thailand) to set up a cross dressing service from scratch. So that I can live fulltime as a trans woman and help people who want to unleash the feminine inside them. Hope it goes well and I can pay my bills. (I will get a website to promote it very soon)
Mixed feeling of scare and excitement at the same time. Thanks to all encouragements and thoughts I got from here. I remember a good thought about coming-out trans. "You might lose your house, your family, friends and everythings.But you will get yourself back. And from that point, you can gain everything's back."
It is a giant step of me. I have to be brave. Thank you for all well wishing.