Hi,
I'm a transexual woman and admittedly I've been working at transforming physically for some time. I'm pretty sure I knew I was female in early childhood and my earliest memories, but the typical pressures applied by social norms and family forced me to pull off the persona of a male. In any case, my struggle has been acceptance of this. I look back and see that I would literally 'block' memories of the past that revealed anything to me about my female nature, living in fear that I might be exposed.
I'm tired of all that. It's getting to be too much work, and my best efforts to piece together a male life have really only brought hurt to me and others. It's time to let go and just say 'what the hell' and go with who I really am.
So, that being said, I think it would help me a lot to have some other girls to talk to. Someone who's made it all the way would be nice to know, but even just support from other people in my position would really be appreciated.
Thank you,
Michelle
