I am an androgyne but find it hard too accept:

[RebeccaFog]

I went through a similar experience last year.  It was brutal.  It did pass, however.  I think it all wells up after being held back so that when you decide to go with your feelings and thoughts, it is very powerful for a time.

[chillin]

I went through a similar experience last year.  It was brutal.  It did pass, however.  I think it all wells up after being held back so that when you decide to go with your feelings and thoughts, it is very powerful for a time.

Well I have gotten passed the brutal week that I had 2 weeks ago but I still have my thoughts on getting a female face. I don't know though I will have to change my voice and it will change the way men and women view me if I change my face's gender. Basically, I won;t have that bond with males anymore if I go to a female face and everything that I worked hard for will go away and I will be a lesbian but on the flip side I can smile at females and they won;t think I;m trying to get with them or think I am being strange if I am smiling at them with a female face. See, I do think people think I am a nice guy but I have to dumb down my personality because like I said before I don;t want to scare females with smiling at them and currently living in a 100% male body. I guess maybe I want to carry myself like more of a female on a day to day basis but losing the bond with males also scares me to death. I think I am more of a Female Tom Boy because I would never dress as a full fledged female I would dress the way I do now: jeans, T-Shirt: thats it.