well yesterday I decided to face one of my demons, I drove to my uncles and let my dad and his family meet me. It went pretty good all and all, I would not say they are supportive but they now know who I am and could see first hand the how the changes in my life have helped me.
I spent about 6 hours driving and had time to sort out many other issues that have been needing attention as well.
when I arrived at home my girl friend called and came over, we are going to try find our path together she and I both have had a tough week coming to find that we really are better together than apart.
I woke this this morning to a full eclipse and had my morning coffee watching the moon emerge from the shadow of the earth.
I left out a gazzilion details about how many times I wanted to turn around while heading to the families house, the buckets of tears that had to be spilled to have the strength to even want to go. the mess last week as my best friend left home to go stay at the preachers house to find herself,
even in our mightiest storms there is a sun behind it and it will come back out if we stand
thank you all here
without this my path would not be
Jerri
