So, last night I had a dream (which is weird, because it's =super= rare that I get any at all) that was almost creepily realistic.
It started with me waking up after top surgery. I remember knowing that it was top and feeling amazing. There was a doctor at the foot of my bed asking me how I was feeling. I said I was fine, the only thing that was hurting was the tight bandages around my chest (a feeling almost too real that continues throughout this dream).
I was up and walking around, and I don't recall this too well but I was walking around what looked like a busy street in Japan with a shirt covering the bandages and drains, but they were still showing through. I had to explain to some people in the street what they were as they were worried.
Then when I got back, I was able to take of the bandages and reveal this flat chest. I can still remember now how great it felt to run my hands down my chest and to feel it to be completely flat. It was a great feeling.
A feeling that didn't last long as after that I awoke, ran my hands down my chest in drowsy ecstasy almost expecting nothing to be there, but of course there was. Sigh.
'tis odd seeing as I rarely dream, and for it to be as real as that is strange.
-Matt
