Quote from: Natkat on August 01, 2014, 04:23:13 PM
its interesting to read about the low T level. I feel it rather simular to me.
both my parrents have been on homones, my mom is on E and my dad been on T.
before I started on T I got a rather androgynous look since im really tall and got big feets and had small boobs and babyface. but I been wondering if I had
too low dosis of T since I used to get really sick during and before my period and had to take alot of pills and skip school at least 2-3 days each month when it was worst.
after staring T I dont get sick like I used to, there had been some thimes where I had feel unconfortable and I notice this had been because my T level had been low so in a way
I feel T is actually making me more healthy than the E my body produce.
So I am not the only one who has had low T levels, that is interesting, thank you for replying, it's a bittersweet feeling to know I'm not alone!
I am currently debating on a low-dose of T, rather than going off T entirely, I fear if I will go off T entirely, my T levels will drop drastically to the low range and I will experience the hypersensitivity to the shifts in my hormonal levels as stated before. I have researched and found Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder, it fit the symptoms I experienced pre-HRT and I truly believe I am a case that went undiagnosed since doctors believed my symptoms were that of "normal PMS". Maybe the symptoms of PMDD were symptoms of dysphoria or it's a combination of both, who knows... but the test results of low T levels is really something that stands out to me.
"While the cause of PMDD has not been definitively established, a theory suggests it is due to the lack of serotonin (a neurotransmitter) and mediated by the fluctuations of the levels of sex hormones (progesterone, estrogen, and testosterone) in the luteal phase of the menstrual cycle" (Quoted from Wikipedia)
There are also studies to suggest that
HRT increases serotonin in transgender individuals (for FtMs, testosterone increases serotonin. For MtFs, vice versa) so that most likely explains why people may feel better because on one hand, people like you and me, the T levels are stable and on the other, the increased serotonin from said HRT reduces depression.
Quote from: mac1 on August 04, 2014, 01:22:11 PM
Be thankful that they left it alone. There shouldn't be anything wrong about having a larger than normal clitoris. It might even be an advantage in many ways.
Of course I am thankful. I agree there is nothing wrong with having an enlarged clitoris, it just gave me the shock of my life to learn I would experience a female puberty, rather than a boy as I previously believed I would experience during childhood. Not sure how it can be seen as an advantage unless you mean it helped me realize my true identity as a male...? Then yes, it was an "advantage"... one that caused me many years of grief and dysphoria over my body.