Hey there, my name is Morella, and I'm kind of lost. I cross-dress, but am still deciding if I want to take things as far as i would like. I'm 34 years old, a divorced father of an awesome 7 year old boy, and an artist. I love writing horror stories, playing guitar and watching B movies. i enjoy making home beauty products, certain forms of body modification, and cooking.
I'm overweight, out of self hate. As soon as I realized I was transgendered, I intentionally gained nearly 80 pounds attempting disfigure myself away from my dreams. If my ex wife found out who i was, she would do her best to take my son from completely. I want to be happy with who i am, not who I'm told I'm supposed to be. I truly need a community of understanding friends who can help me as I make very powerful new decision that will effect my whole life. I would like to reach out to those who may have already dealt with many of the issues I am now.
I also hope to be able to share some of recipes and stories I've written with you all, so here's getting to better know each of you!
