My first time around on this site I was shy and very introverted. As much as I knew what I needed to mentally, I still had a lot of ground to cover. Now having passed 9 months of being full time I have become a happy and outgoing person that I was always meant to be. The people I have gotten to know here have been a tremendous help in that. I have gotten to a point now where remembering who I was or even recognizing that person in photo seems strange and foreign to me. I'm to the point where I'm changing things up a bit. One of those bigger changes was starting electro today after doing Laser since July. It's going take a huge amount of time to clear the area needed for SRS yet we are able to get through the entire area each time in less than 3 hours since I didn't have a ton of hair in that area in the first place while at the same time switching electro for my face too. Laser turned into a bust. I wondered why for months now why the amount of white hairs being shaved away each morning on face continued to grow and not stay the same while having less dark ones. I found out the reason for that today was the right combination of things happened be just right for my body to only minimally respond to laser. So as a result in most cases, I ended up with white colored coarse hairs instead saving very little time in regards to truly clearing my face by starting with laser. I'm also to the point that both my letters for SRS will be in hand for the consult with the Meltzer in May. Both therapists feel I'm ready and see no need for holding the letters back as a result even though the procedure can't happen tell after 9/20. Considering how far he is booked out we knew this year wasn't possible anyway. I can't wait to see what the months and years ahead bring, but being my true authentic self I'm not worried about I know I will be happy regardless.
Mariah
