OMG OMG OMG I can't believe it!
My bf who is a strict straight guy accepted me not only as trans but my obscure past in prostitution.
It's the 2nd and rare time a guy accepted me trans in my entire life and worse as an ex-escort.
The rest I've thrashed out in the past specially when I was novice but they always found a way to escape and reject me.
I'M A PARANOID STEALTH AND GENERALLY NEVER NEVER NEVER SAY but this time I got fed up as this guy was perfect for me. I GOT EXHAUSTED FOR HIDING AND FEELING 'HEAVY' INSIDE FOR NOT TELLING THE TRUTH. In my head I always cheat at the back of my boyfriends cos I always had the mentality that if one day they come to know I am trans + escort in the past, they'd reject me anyways so what's the use being honest and fidel/sincere. Let's just slut around cos he'd dump me anyways, BUT THIS ONE ACCEPTED ME WITH ALL MY FLAWS, INCREDIBLE!
This one told me "I knew you as a woman, to me you are and will always be a woman, your past is your past and you fixed it(SRS) and I understand your past hardship too as trans people have no other remedy in this country(prostitution). Just take it as a nightmare that is now over, I'm now in your life and you need to try to make an effort for me with your other problem(slutting)."
I just need to work hard to retain my vices of infidelity so as not to f.. up this precious relationship.
