Just wondering if anyone is able to share their experience of participating in competitive sports, both before and after transition?
I have not yet started to transition medically, and one of my worries is how it will affect my ability to participate in sports with competitive selection - I may end up a lot happier with my body and how I am perceived, but unable to continue doing the things I enjoy most.
At the moment I am very much into rowing and compete in a ladies crew (this doesn't sit entirely comfortably with me, but I am too competitive to pass by on the chance to race). As soon as I start on T, I know that I would be unable to compete with the ladies. However, I have far from the ideal physique for a rower (very short, even by female standards, at 5'2") and I fear that I would never be able to raise my game enough to be selected for a men's crew.
I know that I could continue to row socially, but I really don't think I would get the same enjoyment from that - it is the being part of a team, training hard together and racing that really has me hooked on the sport.