Not that important and maybe just chance but...
Today I saw in the metro the girl I had my first real crush while in high school. The funny thing is yesterday for some reason I was looking up my old classmates on google (not such thing as a site to find them) and I found out how she looks now. I mean, it was a chance in like a million to stumble on her. As she sat on the seat opposite me I started thinking "Omg it can't be...". I thought it was like 0.1% chance it was really her but I HAD to ask her. I told her "excuse me...are you Mrs "last name". Her: "Yes" . Me: "First name _ Last name". Her: "Yes". Me: "It can't be". She couldn't remember me right away (well I hadn't shaved and it's been like 19 years since we last met (we're both 35). We chatted a bit...she still lives in the same region she used to back then. She still hasn't got married nor she has any children (that's not really uncommon but it was kinda weird...I expected her to have children).
I am kind of atheist but these circumstances (was it just luck?) kinda creep me up. I liked that we saw each other after these years. Obviously I didn't tell her how I felt back then since it's a thing of the past but it sure made my heart skip a bit.
Yesterday I saw in the metro the girl I had my first real crush while in high school. The funny thing is yesterday for some reason I was looking up my old classmates on google (not such thing as a site to find them) and I found out how she looks now. I mean, it was a chance in like a million to stumble on her. As she sat on the seat opposite me I started thinking "Omg it can't be...". I thought it was like 0.1% chance it was really her but I HAD to ask her. I told her "excuse me...are you Mrs "last name". Her: "Yes" . Me: "First name _ Last name". Her: "Yes". Me: "It can't be". She couldn't remember me right away (well I hadn't shaved and it's been like 19 years since we last met (we're both 35). We chatted a bit...she still lives in the same region she used to back then. She still hasn't got married nor she has any children (that's not really uncommon but it was kinda weird...I expected her to have children).
I am kind of atheist but these circumstances (was it just luck?) kinda creep me up. I liked that we saw each other after these years. Obviously I didn't tell her how I felt back then since it's a thing of the past but it sure made my heart skip a bit.
edit: I really need to forget about it but can't. Especially since she told me she's still single. I know years have passed and nothing's gonna happen. Even I don't want anything to happen, considering hers and my behavior 18 years ago. She's still quite cute though. ef it.
Forgot to add, among the things she asked me was where I'm going out in the evenings, to which I responded I really don't go out a lot.
Ok this is a bit silly. I found in her fb a post where she mentioned her best man. Yet I didn't see her wearing any ring. Why is she(probably) lying about being single? I don't want to friend on fb .i don't want to look like a stalker. Any idea (since I probably blew my chance- if I had any that is)?
