FTMax- that is a good point, thanks. I was also raised in the south, and I think you probably hit the nail on the head. I didn't even think about that. But I definitely default to cautiously friendly towards new people, which as you said isn't really a masculine thing here in the south. That's going to take conscious effort to change for sure.
Hayzer12- Thanks man. At this point, I am grateful for harsh, because at this point, I think I have to be nit-picky about small tiny things. (Also I'm in a good mood which helps me take these things well
) As ftmax said, microexpressions could be a factor. As for voice, do you have some advice, or perhaps could point out specific things you may have noticed? I do think it's not as male as I'd like, but it's hard for me to pinpoint what I can fix about it myself and what I just need to be patient for on T. As you said, my voice will probably continue changing. I have been trying to change some of the thins previously mentioned, like trying to not vary my voice so much. It'd be easier if I could hear my voice as if I were a stranger though XD
Jay- I should see about that. I will be switching doctors soonish, and I am definitely going to bring up my concerns with the new doctor.
*also a note, I uploaded a new 8 month video to my blog and I just got my hair trimmed
