I am going to turn 18 in July. I have had thoughts about being a girl since I was really young. The thoughts were never serious up until about 2.5 years ago when I saw a girl at school and started to wonder what I would look like as a girl. My imaginations were pretty vivid and I liked what I thought I would look like. I felt different when I was thinking about it. I felt more complete, and much happier. Ever since then I have been crossdressing. Only in the last two months has transitioning been at the forefront of my mind. I am conflicted because I believe I identify as a girl on the inside but am attracted to girls in the same way that a guy would be. When I imagine having a feminine body, I get arroused, I feel complete, and I am very happy. Everyone I know thinks I am straight and it would be very difficult to convince them otherwise. I am considered by a majority of the girls at my school to be very handsome. I have some questions about transitioning and I will post them below. Any answers would be greatly appreciated.
If you are above averagely handsome as a guy, what is the likely hood that you will be similarly beautiful as a girl after hrt?
I am 6'3.5" 175 Lbs, is there any chance that I could ever pass as a woman granted my height?
Is there any way to very roughly approximate what you would look like facially after hrt?