Starting anew.... new beginnings

[angiegurl]

Hi Ladies,

It has been a while since i have posted anything. Frankly I did not do that much posting before but here it goes. I just have to get this off my chest. I took a break from transitioning due to family reasons, stopped HRT the whole nine yards. Anyway, I went to the Dr and started my journey once again - about 7 weeks ago. I am not full time yet and still present male when i go in to the office. For now I am male on the outside but inside I am all girl. I got my AA's and my injectable E and have been trudging forward. Needless to say I feel fantastic. My breasts are sensitive and growing by leaps and bounds. My bra's had some room in them before - A cup but now they fill in and I may need an upgrade in a month or two. I am amazed at how well things are progressing perhaps it is me and I am seeing what I want to see. I decided to work from home today and do a little primping if you know what I mean. My toes are done, my face is done, I have on my favorite pair of hoop earrings and I am a nice summer dress and I feel fricken fantastic. I might go in for a manicure next week for a nice set of gel nails - I am tired of my nails breaking and my fingers feeling like crap. Plus they look better imo. Here are some things I am pondering at the moment.

• At this rate I am no longer able to hide my breasts and will need to start wearing a bra of some sort. Do I care of someone squaks? Not really. I just need to be tastefull about it. No padding, I am going to try a tube top to start as I dress business casual in the office.
• When I get a manicure next week do I care of people talk and whisper? Not really.
• I still need to present as male most of the time as i still look like a guy in a dress - but with breasts.
• I need to get back on the insurance co and start the process.
• I need to plan my transition in greater detail surgeries, name change etc. Where to start first?
• I need to stop buying clothes. 

Any my apologies for my rant - hugs to all........

Angie

[stephaniec]

good luck

[Wild Flower]

Where to start?

Start at the end and backwards plan. But live in the present and fight for everything to get you to the end. Life or death.

[angiegurl]

I have settled on electrolysis to get rid of the beard. I am attempting to setup an appt for next week.

[katrinaw]

good luck with your push forward....

I'm a size B (34 ~ 35) I find a tight tee under a shirt works for office/work, same under sweaters if needed in cooler weather if out and about...
Close to coming out to family etc. then P/T into F/T late this year (if a plans go to plan) to be honest at home I tend to let my boobs run free, B's not too big, but noticeable, my daughter covered me when my G Kids called me on them... so I think everyone guesses, but its a stalemate ATM.
I have along story, another day, another time...

Electro is my first thing too

.. glad you came back to us 

L Katy

[angiegurl]

Thank you for the tips. I wear the bra primarily to keep the girls safe - they are a solid A at this point. They hurt when I bump into things or if they bounce I know they are there.

I re-read my original post all I can say is since going back on HRT my filter is definitely off this time around. I need to keep my wit's about me. I guess it has to do with acceptance on who I truly am and a lot of stuff has been gushing out. I keep saying "one step at a time, one step at a time."

[Eveline]

... I took a break from transitioning due to family reasons, stopped HRT the whole nine yards. Anyway, I went to the Dr and started my journey once again - about 7 weeks ago. ...

Congratulations dear - have fun with it! 

[angiegurl]

Thank you for the kind words of encouragement. I have my first electrolysis appt this coming Monday.... Wahoo.... I can't wait.

[Alysinspace]

Hi Ladies,

It has been a while since i have posted anything. Frankly I did not do that much posting before but here it goes. I just have to get this off my chest. I took a break from transitioning due to family reasons, stopped HRT the whole nine yards. Anyway, I went to the Dr and started my journey once again - about 7 weeks ago. I am not full time yet and still present male when i go in to the office. For now I am male on the outside but inside I am all girl. I got my AA's and my injectable E and have been trudging forward. Needless to say I feel fantastic. My breasts are sensitive and growing by leaps and bounds. My bra's had some room in them before - A cup but now they fill in and I may need an upgrade in a month or two. I am amazed at how well things are progressing perhaps it is me and I am seeing what I want to see. I decided to work from home today and do a little primping if you know what I mean. My toes are done, my face is done, I have on my favorite pair of hoop earrings and I am a nice summer dress and I feel fricken fantastic. I might go in for a manicure next week for a nice set of gel nails - I am tired of my nails breaking and my fingers feeling like crap. Plus they look better imo. Here are some things I am pondering at the moment.

• At this rate I am no longer able to hide my breasts and will need to start wearing a bra of some sort. Do I care of someone squaks? Not really. I just need to be tastefull about it. No padding, I am going to try a tube top to start as I dress business casual in the office.
• When I get a manicure next week do I care of people talk and whisper? Not really.
• I still need to present as male most of the time as i still look like a guy in a dress - but with breasts.
• I need to get back on the insurance co and start the process.
• I need to plan my transition in greater detail surgeries, name change etc. Where to start first?
• I need to stop buying clothes. 

Any my apologies for my rant - hugs to all........

Angie

Great job and congratulations!
You are very brave and you will get through this just fine!

[angiegurl]

I had my first electrolysis session this afternoon only got one cheek completed but more to follow. I will be quite happy once the first wave is completed. Luckily there were a lot of root balls that came with the hairs. This means the pesky things I truly loath wont be coming back..... It will finally be nice to not worry about beard shadow.... 

[angiegurl]

Got the left cheek done this morning and one more appt left for this week. Next week two appts and my whole beard and neck area will have been completed at least once.