I don't have much time right now because I am working and have taken a quick break but I just wanted to jump in and say hi. I'll introduce myself more fully after work this evening. I'm so excited about having found this site. I can't wait to spend several hours just browsing around.
I am a 49 year old male to female, pre-op transgender who is also attracted to men and long-term, marriage oriented. I live in Oklahoma. I am blind and have been all of my life. I am independent, I live alone and I am employed. I have a great deal of experience in writing, law, legislative address, computer administration, website development and data entry. About a year ago my desires to live as a girl began to overwhelm me to the point that it is all I can think about. I tried to connect with a few people and organizations in this area but was not successful. I am not open to family or friends and when I do come out to them, I will lose any transportation help they give me. This has kept me from going after my dreams. I have reached the point though where I am willing to take public transit or a cab to local chapters of any LGBT group. I just can't live this loneliness anymore without doing something. This is not meant to be a dismal post. My outlook on life is very very positive but I just want to feel whole and enjoy a relationship, become an advocate for LGBT interests and use my skills and abilities to do something I will love doing every day.
I'll tell you all more about me later. Feel free to leave me a message if you want.
