this is me. my life has been propelled by my need to be a woman. i remember when was about 12 crying myself to sleep, praying to god to make me a girl when i woke up. but apparently god was on vacation.... so after i mutilated myself, tried suicide, went to college, and learned only how to pity myself-- especially when i've got a gun to my head. and then homelessness became my life. plus i got 3 felonies in texas. and i'm now in a wheelchair. am i discouraged? hell yes!!! my life is ->-bleeped-<-ing hard!! but to navigate this world with my constellation of problems, i will always move forward!! i am me. so simple, yet so hard