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Started by cymoril, May 23, 2015, 11:21:55 PM

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cymoril

this is me.  my life has been propelled by my need to be a woman.  i remember when was about 12 crying myself to sleep, praying to god to make me a girl when i woke up.  but apparently god was on vacation.... so after i mutilated myself, tried suicide, went to college, and learned only how to pity myself-- especially when i've got a gun to my head.  and then homelessness became my life. plus i got 3 felonies in texas.  and i'm now in a wheelchair.  am i discouraged?  hell yes!!! my life is ->-bleeped-<-ing hard!! but to navigate this world with my constellation of problems, i will always move forward!!  i am me.  so simple, yet so hard
Don't really know what to write here...  So I'll just write a little about myself.  For conciseness, I am a 48 y/o pre-op transsexual who's in a wheelchair.  I'm wheelchair bound due to AVN(avascular necrosis) which took three and a half inches from my right femur and I acquired due to HIV.  I got infected by the first man I was ever with.  So, after spending 40+ years in Texas and getting three felonies, I decided to move to San Francisco.
  I got here in 2010 and continued to drug myself until something happened...  I don't remember exactly what happened, but I do know I did something to ease my pain, which didn't help and I ended up in the ER.  After that, mind you I could still walk, barely, I was diagnosed with avascular necrosis.  Immediately I was sent to a hospital in really bad shape.  I was addicted to a copious amount of drugs and weighed less than 90lbs.  I was near death.  I spent two and a half years in hospital, quit drugs, got my own place and am doing quite well.
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Teela Renee

thank you for sharing your hardships *hugs* keep on truckin!
RedNeck girls have all the fun 8)
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stephaniec

well, welcome aboard there a quite a lot of us here that have tasted the flames of hell
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AshleyP

Good for you that you're moving forward. Keep on, and don't dwell on the past. The past can't be changed.

All the best,
-AshleyP
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