So, hello, friends.
My name is Freya. Even though nobody has ever even called me that.
I kinda have always known that something is wrong with my body. Although it took me 15 years to properly figure out what exactly that thing was. Well, 13 plus two and a half years of denial.
After going through an intense mental breakdown last summer (could be called the worst time of my life) I have told numerous people about my issues. First to a certain person in school whom I could trust. Then a few teachers. My parents. Now I am going through a phase of incredibly slow mental examination (which was so hard to set up in the first place, it felt like somebody was attempting to run it into red tape. With this government we have here in Finland, it wouldn't be a big surprise.) and also attempting to carve myself a decent corner of this world to live in. Just now, life is difficult. School is just about to end. The officially mandatory part, at least. However, there is absolutely not a single career path I could possibly imagine myself in. This ain't got anything to do with me being a trans woman, I just happen to be, quote, "brilliant but lazy".
And now some random answers to some questions which probably won't even be asked:
My profile name: Well, Freya is a name that fits me, and "redemption" just happens to be one of my favourite words. No religious connection at all.
Why I am not going to any Finnish sites for these chats, even though I am Finnish: 'Cause I happen to be more comfortable speaking (or writing) English. Plus, I plan to leave this country anyway. There just isn't anything for me here.
And why the massive wall of text that nobody actually reads to the end: Well, thanks for actually caring enough to do that.
So that's me. I don't see much else to add.
There is a better tomorrow.
