Am I being paranoid or not? My fiancé and I have been living together for little over a year now. I have met and fell in love with his family and friends. His mother, I adore and we have lovely times together and not once have I ever been questioned about my past.
My problem is, his father has been in failing health for the last six months and had passed away last week. Well before his passing either his ex who happened to find out by breaking into our home and ransacking my stuff to dig up dirt on me told his father or his brother did by hearing it from his ex. Well his father who ,happens to be very religious , was not very happy to hear this kind of news. I'm not sure how much of the family knows about me now, or how they feel about me now. I'm not sure how my fiancé is feeling about it now, we haven't talked since he has been gone for two weeks now. I knew something has been bothering my fiancé for the last few months but I figured it was his fathers health. My parents ,who happen to be very religious also but are trying to deal with having another daughter, also adore my fiancé and tell me to just give him time to deal with his fathers passing. Which I have been, but the non communication the last few weeks is killing me. On top of everything going on I stopped taking hormones an stopped smoking for my up coming srs in sept.
I know he loves me and I love him, and I pray things will all work out. I think I'm more afraid of him joining me in Thailand for srs and having a bunch of stress while there, I don't need that. My mom and I talk a lot and when she seen me upset she gave me advise on don't worry about everything so much, men are men and no changing that.
