there's a wise old saying "never ever forget where you came from." i forgot my roots. i know why i still feel hollow inside. its because of my yearning for my mother and father back. because my heart wont accept my birth mother and my father is dead, that very important part of me is gone forever. blood is truly thicker than water and no matter how bad it gets, your biological parents will always have the most important impact on your life. i grew up in poverty, i came from absolutely nothing but yet whenever i saw my mother (when she was there) and my father, i could weather any storm. now that my father is gone and no matter how much i try, i cant accept my birth mother, i'll still be left hollow. i would just give anything to see my mother and father again no matter how much they hurt me.
