The last one

[galaxy]

Hi there,

this will be my last topic and thread here. After beeing 3 years hormones, 6 month on injections and getting no changes i decide to give up. It makes no sense after all ... thats not my live and it doesnt gonna be my life. It was a try, we give everything, but its not enough at all.

Hope the best for your transition
Galaxy

[chloeD33]

What seems to be the issue?

[galaxy]

The issue is that we've never found an issue!!
So i lost my complete believe in that, in my new life, in everything.

I lost so much friends and i was ready to sacrifice it - to sacrifice all and it not worth that all! Last time my blood levels of E2 went up to 1400pg/ml - thats what means i'm pregnant all the time since 6 mounth and it i feel absolutly nothing, nothing changed while that time. I mean 3 years changed nothing. Drinking 1 liter of water makes more changes to my body than 1mg E2 weekly into the muscle.

I lost so much and won nothing!

[Laura_7]

Ok... after reading a few of your posts...
I'd say don't give up...
*hugs*
just give it a few more tries...

"a bit CPA(androcur) and finasteride for my hair. "
its possible with medication some people simply react differently...
well you might try spiro... it should be possible to convince medical personnel since its widely used...

finasteride might help... (but has a few side effects ...)

and bioidentical progesterone (not synthetic forms like progestin) might help...
it might prevent some conversion of testo to dht...
DHT might stand in the way of feminization.

for feminization some people say testo levels could be in the range of 50 ng/dl...
of course depending on other factors like having enough overall drive etc...


hugs