This is not all that trans related, although, it roots from TG/LGBT. I am awkwardly socially when it comes to my belongings, and my personal stuff... I dont like people looking over my shoulder when Im on the internet, talking 1 on 1 . . I grew up with fear/paranoa when it comes to revealing myself... all my life
I had like an inner panic attack when my manager was looking at my books, I said, "Did you want one of them?". It was ackward... and he walk out politely in less than 3 minutes because he came for a cd... but was like "ill give you thumbdrive tomorrow". I dont care but I think hes weirded out by me... and I feel bad like what is wrong with me. All on my shelf,; i had star trek, medical stuff and a few romances... ((actually i dont read these books but collect them... i didnt want him in my room, but he follow anyways)).
Im like why... why do i come across so ackward... only time im normal is when im talking indirectly or its very light conversation.... or im on a date.
