lost love

[enigmaticrorschach]

trembling, shaking on the ground
thrown into a world without light or sound
alone is my heart? no not at all
but yet, empty I feel in this hollow shell
lost within thought, my heart cries
once lost love, I still grab for but can't reach
the absents of your touch leaves me breathless
I crumble without you breezy silken voice
without your sight, I become lost
as I try to move on, you appear again
holding out your hand but I can't reach it
falling and falling, I watch you fade again
but now, a terrible secret will forever shatter us
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I still love my ex. we broke up because it just wasn't time. but now it is, my evil dark secret will forever keep us apart. oh god, why art thou so evil. you know, she's the only one I truly love and  the second person I'd move mountains or destroy heaven or hell if they asked me to. ugh! why?!?!

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[stephaniec]

sorry, I lost someone like that a very long time ago, the hurt never went away

[enigmaticrorschach]

idk, when I think about it, I struggle with the choice. of course I can live without transitioning if I don't have a choice and I still be fine but when the option presented itself, I took it immediately. now I'm not quite sure. ugh! love makes you do the most stupidest of things. this is why I threw my heart away a long time ago

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