Hello, I am a young man who simply feels extremely out of place in the features I was given.
From a young age, I knew I identified with a much less masculine man. Despite the typical stereotype that men are supposed to look like a Pro Wrestler, many men, especially until their mid-20's, tend to look boyish and babyfaced. At least in my town, it was uncanny just how many teens and young men looked like Justin Bieber, especially if they didn't mess up their hormonal system with drugs and smoking and underground steroids!
I always identified as that. I'm a writer, photographer, and aspiring filmmaker, I have a confident, sexual personality, and I'm very trendy. Not in a girly way, but more like how Justin Bieber is fashionable. I'm a man, and I like being a man, but the problem is that my facial features have always been very extreme (Neanderthal brow bone, huge nose, and extremely thick facial and body hair.) I'm actually just a year older than the Biebs and I look like I'm 50 in comparison!
It just does not work with my personality and expression, and never has. We've all seen fashionable men who are overweight and too-manly, and you always think "Gee, he doesn't look good in that!" The point of fashion and physicality, to me, is to indeed be sexually attractive, and to the young men I try to attract, I'm by far not attractive whatsoever. At least, hyper-masculinity is unattractive to me and everyone I'm attracted to. Masculinity reminds me too much of father figures.
So I ask: is there any hormonal treatments that reduce masculine features such as body hair, balding, oil production, sweating, acne, continued facial bone growth, ect ect? I'm fine with being a man, just not a Neanderthal (they're extinct and I'm not trying to bring them back!), and for what it is, I also want to be pretty enough where I could pull off girl's clothes in my own way. After all, studies have shown that without masculine hair growth (brows, beard, ect), that every single feature on a good number of men under 20-25 is identical to a females! (Especially Biebs!)
Problem is with that, if it exists, I do not want it to effect my size "down there". :/