My name is Kaity

[KaityVoivre]

I'm new here obviously, but I've been in transition since November 2013 and on hormones since February 2014. I used to live in Las Vegas, NV, but currently I'm on/off homeless but most times live with my parents in a pile of ->-bleeped-<- house that needs condemning bad. I'm in a relationship with a cis woman who accepts me for who I am and I'm unemployed, but trained as a computer tech. I'm a veteran of the US Army, I have severe mental issues that I suffer from and each month I struggle to sell what little I own to keep on hormones.

I struggle to find purpose or will to live, but I'm trying and almost failed on that front a few weeks ago when I went out looking to buy a gun to end myself.

I struggle to find a community that accepts me, but I hope this community will.

I know I'm depressing, but it's a key part of who I am right now as of this introduction, so it's very much relevant. I'm not sure what else to say about myself, but I'm more than willing to answer questions.

[katrinaw]

Hi Kaity

A big warm welcome to Susan's

hugs to you ...wow that's a tough time you are having... The IT industry is tough, and do I know it!

We are here to help all, we are a big family, its what we do with wellbeing support, suggestions and guidance; we are your friends xx

Firstly don't give up on yourself, please get some help, call a help line, you need help to reduce your despair.

With regard to getting an income stream again, and, I am sure that will help you; is there just no work about in the IT industry around you? Is there anything else you could do to fill in the time whilst waiting for the right role? just to get some income and brighten your outlook a little...

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Look forward to seeing you about the forum's

L Katy 

[Mariah]

Hi Kaity, welcome to Susan's. So sorry to hear everything your going through. Congrats on being on hormones and having started your transition a good while ago. I hope things look up for you job wise. I look forward to seeing you around the forums. Good luck and Hugs
Mariah

[Jacqueline]

Kaity,

So sorry to hear your difficulties. Thank you for the military service.

This is a very welcoming community. I hope you can find some friends and support her.

I think one thing we all share here is a past that has been very dark at times.

I hope you can move past that.

With warm thoughts,

Joanna

[V M]

Hi Kaity 

Welcome to Susan's    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

Hugs

V M