Hi The Thing is here now.

[The thing]

I define myself as a man, but I have too much femininity. What sometimes makes think to myself that I neuter. As a child, I envied the girls.The girls looked happier and more sociable. They are more fun when played as a child. When I was 8-9 years old, I began the first experiments with women's clothing. These were the things from my sisters. Of course I did it secretly, but was caught and punished. I like women's clothing, it was so pleasant to the skin and beautiful. When I was a teenager, I had fantasies about turning into a girl. I dreamed that I would have a female figure, long hair. ... I note that there was no gender dysphoria. Now I understand that the complexes made me effeminate...

Over time, I became a little annoying after my manly body. I decided to change my body according to internal sensations. I take Natureday pills and cream during 10 months. My areola increased by 2 times, the nipples become larger, developed female breast  38A cup. I want to develop my figure in this direction. Here I want to get tips to further correction in the direction of the female. I want to emphasize that it is not planning to change sex. I'm attracted to women, so that vaginoplasty is not an option. For a society want to stay 100% man.

[LordKAT]

Welcome to Susan's.

There are others who want to feminize and not transition, so you are not alone.

I don't personally know what to tell you but, you are welcome here.

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[Mariah]

Hi and welcome to Susan's. As LordKAT mention, there are others like you here who feel the same way. I look forward to seeing you around the forums. Good luck and Hugs
Mariah

[The thing]

LordKA, Mariah2014 thank you.

I am very glad that there are people who have the same goals as I do.

[V M]

Hi 

Welcome to Susan's    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

Hugs

V M

[katrinaw]

Warm welcome to Susan's the thing

Wah! reminds me of the old black and white movie... I hope this is not you 

Hey lovely to have you here with us... 

FWIW I tried homeopathy many, many years ago, but, unfortunately they did not work for me... however I decided after nearly a year to go the whole HRT thing... that has worked well, despite my age... although you can never have enough, right  But having said all of that you are not alone in finding that natures products work, and, probably  have no long term side effects that can be associated with HRT.

Welcome aboard and look forward to seeing you about the forum's...

L Katy 

[Rachel]

Welcome to Susan's.

[The thing]

My apologies, I deceived you. I do not take hormones. At an early age I have really liked some of the elements of women's wardrobe. Especially women skinny thing, women's blouses, earrings, necklaces, rings. I thought it was very nice and pleasant. Indeed, I had complexes in relation to girls, though they still remain.

Gradually I began to appear sexual fantasies related to physical feminization. From the breast of a female breast I would not mind, but I'm a man and health does not allow. Sometimes I am wearing women's clothes... I also began to sexually arouse the transformation of the human body: the increase of secondary sexual organs, parts of the face; the girl's body obesity, surgery, HRT, magical transformation, mutation... I am turned on by the partners: 1) the physical transformation of the girls, 2) male HRT with cross, 3) maybe my crossdressing. Just alas excited by stories of trance, and therefore lied.

I have a very strange even for this place.  I hope to find here people with similar deviations. Can I be fined for cheating ... but do not delete the account and please do not block me.

[Laura_7]

You could have a look here:
gires.org.uk/assets/DOH-Assets/pdf/doh-transgender-experiences.pdf
(on page 7 they talk about stress... many experience relief instead...)

Its a transgender spectrum...
you might take your time, and if you want talk to a good gender therapist, to help you find out what you'd like...


hugs

[The thing]

Laura_7, Thank you, I will work on the classification of my identity.