i'm not sure if this is the correct place to post this, i wasn't sure and i had made an account solely to ask this question since i couldn't find an answer after a google search.
i've always identified as male and have considered transitioning, but have put it off out of fear and reaction from others. mainly fear that once i've started transitioning, what if i change my mind and i want to go back to being a woman? since i was a kid i always knew that i was a boy but i've been a girl for so long that it's just terrifying. i hope that makes sense. i'm also in the military, and i'm positive that they would not be accepting of me transitioning.
a few months ago i found out i was pregnant from a very short-lived fling. please no judgement, there were a lot of factors leading up to that moment and i've done things i'm not proud of. i'm currently 17 weeks and the entire time i've been struggling with dealing this and my changing body mainly because i've struggled with the appearance of being a girl before hand and now it's just... in my face about it.
i was wondering if there was anyone FtM that had gone through pregnancy and transitioned afterward and if maybe, they're glad they did?
tl;dr ftm wondering about transitioning after pregnancy
