Does anybody has this "special feeling" when stargazing or looking at the moon? I've had it since I was a little kid. It's almost impossible to describe it but it's a calm but at the same time definite feeling that "everything is going to be ok" and "I am me". It doesn't have to do with transitioning or anything (it's a "pure identity" feeling). I believe I'll die and never find out what it means (or will I?)