I was hospitalized for a suicide attempt, and then put into a "rehabilitation" type institute for a week, and just got out a week ago.
I was in there because my father died one month ago, and that mixed with constant dysphoria and anxiety made it unbearable. I was ready to quit. But now I'm taking it one day at a time.
I still can't begin transition either as I live with my Aunt, and she won't have that. I'm only 16 so I'm not financially strong enough to pursue hormones, or to begin transition myself.
Life is fun.