She was a waitress, she wasn't exactly pretty in a traditional way, but she seem innocent-angelic-like in a Snow White type of way. She had glasses, slight overweight, rounded face, nothing glamorize about her - the type of woman that seem to never be told that she was pretty. She was concern about my meal being too spicy, so I thought she was really nice.
So at the end of my meal, I had this urge to tell her she was pretty, because to me she was pretty for her "innocence" I guess ((trust me, I don't go around doing telling women they are pretty; first time in my life)). So I told her she was pretty, and she was smiling and said 'thank you'. And I left, feeling that she really appreciate the compliment.
It doesn't make me question my sexuality really, but is that a normal behavior by a GUY or a FEMALE? I do look at female-model-actress videos a lot, but it's always imagining I was them. It did made me question myself at the table eating. I don't ever see myself truly in love with a woman.
I saw myself in her too. Or at least a prior-self; someone who needed a compliment, I guess.
