I havent been here for a long time again....

I kept thinking that I could "get over" my transgender or put it on hold
but we know that doesnt happen
Today is my birthday and I am as close as ever to "coming out"
Im 47 today and hiding away is harder and harder every year
luckily my wife is completely on board with whatever I choose and I can be myself at home and we shop
together
She bought me a super cute top and some nice shorts and surprised me this morning
Says we will go out for dinner and more shopping tomorrow

Im just rambling my thoughts here, Im back for now and testing things out ... again
Thanks for stopping in