Quote from: bchigdon10 on August 05, 2015, 10:29:53 AM
I truly want to be a woman but I can't afford hormones I sometimes hate being male I want to be sexually active for my wife cause I still love her she is okay with my being transgendered.i stand in the mirror in a dress and see a woman,I stand in frot of the mirror in dude mode I don't like what I see,I stand in front of the mirror in the nude I am confused!Has anyone else experienced this?
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Hi.^^
I'm sorry to hear about your dilemma with obtaining hormones, but do you have insurance? I'm still lookin' hard for a gender therapist to get hormones(legally) too. I struggle with this also. And I hate my body like you do. You are not alone, on the contrary, and I am quickly discovering just how true this is. Hang in there, friend and keep going as long as you can.
P.S. Ever consider getting a loan for the hormones? I want to look into it, but I guess you won't be able to unless you get that letter from the gender therapist to 'ok' the administration of hormones from an endocrinologist. >.> They just kinda like gatekeepers to me.

So maybe get a loan to pay the gender therapist you want to see, rather. I would do this, but I am unemployed and would not be able to pay the loan off anytime soon and I am already in debt from financial aid school loans and from bills that belonged to one of my snake-eyed sistas, yet she placed them in my name!

(sorry, a lil' vent there, haha).