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I hate my body sometimes

Started by bchigdon10, August 05, 2015, 10:29:53 AM

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bchigdon10

I truly want to be a woman but I can't afford hormones I sometimes hate being male I want to be sexually active for my wife cause I still love her she is okay with my being transgendered.i stand in the mirror in a dress and see a woman,I stand in frot of the mirror in dude mode I don't like what I see,I stand in front of the mirror in the nude I am confused!Has anyone else experienced this?

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Tamika Olivia

I know exactly what you mean. Mirrors are my most hated enemies. I know where all the mirrors in the office are, and I know to avert my eyes so that I don't glimpse my boy costume. It's easier at home, because I can wear my girly things. It isn't perfect, but it's better than nothing.

Something that helps me is wearing my real clothes where and when I can. Underwear and hose under my boy costume, nighties and gowns at home, and painting my toes while wearing socks or closed toes. You might try and see if that relieves some of the pain.
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bchigdon10

You sound just like me.Right now if I wear womens dress pants jeans I wear nude knee highs,and the only underwear I have is female I have bras, sports bras that I wear doing yard work I live in the country but I have neighbors that ive told I am trans they are okay with it.I wear dresses to my therapy sessions and when I take my wife to work I don't get out when I am in a dress or skirt.I Think we have a lot in common would like to keep in touch with you let me know I can relly use a lot of advice.

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Tamika Olivia

Absolutely! I'm still a total newbie right now, so I'm not sure how much wise advice I can give, but if you're looking for someone to stumble down this path alongside, I'm your girl!

Hugs and kisses,

Tamika
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bchigdon10

Thanks Tamika and welcome to Susans place I have been trans since I was 15 didn't know for a long time till recently I always thought I was a crossdresser till I started going to therapy snd from talking to all the ladys here in Susans Place you will have to fogive my misspellings I hit the wrong key sometimes lol !!!! I am with you lets go down this road together!
             Hugs from Beverly!!!!

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Tristyn

Quote from: bchigdon10 on August 05, 2015, 10:29:53 AM
I truly want to be a woman but I can't afford hormones I sometimes hate being male I want to be sexually active for my wife cause I still love her she is okay with my being transgendered.i stand in the mirror in a dress and see a woman,I stand in frot of the mirror in dude mode I don't like what I see,I stand in front of the mirror in the nude I am confused!Has anyone else experienced this?

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Hi.^^

I'm sorry to hear about your dilemma with obtaining hormones, but do you have insurance? I'm still lookin' hard for a gender therapist to get hormones(legally) too. I struggle with this also. And I hate my body like you do. You are not alone, on the contrary, and I am quickly discovering just how true this is. Hang in there, friend and keep going as long as you can.

P.S. Ever consider getting a loan for the hormones? I want to look into it, but I guess you won't be able to unless you get that letter from the gender therapist to 'ok' the administration of hormones from an endocrinologist. >.> They just kinda like gatekeepers to me. >:( So maybe get a loan to pay the gender therapist you want to see, rather. I would do this, but I am unemployed and would not be able to pay the loan off anytime soon and I am already in debt from financial aid school loans and from bills that belonged to one of my snake-eyed sistas, yet she placed them in my name! >:( >:( >:( >:((sorry, a lil' vent there, haha).
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bchigdon10

I appreciate that I have Medicare I got it whei I got my disability I read over the booklet they sent me it doesn't cover hormones or non of the sugeries.Right now We are trying to pay off these finance companies we owe my wife is going to eventually have to have her knees operated on.i I'm satisfied with the way I am I just get frustrated with my body.I am going to keep going I have my wife my counsler.I

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