Rolling the dice!

[Lilith]

Today I will be talking to the military about my being trans. Before I would have most likely have been seperated. But amongst the madness lately the military has been looking into lifting the ban. So far from what I hear I am not able to get kicked out for being myself, but now I am going to find out my consequences good and bad for coming out. That's the bright side. The darker part is why I'm finally talking. I have been questioning what's the point of living if I can't live as Lilith. I look like a man, I can't deny that, I do however feel that I can eventually make a beautiful woman. I'm getting so sick of having to listen to the guys talk to me about how hot this person is and then they ask my opinion and I talk about how amazing their outfit is, not so much how it shows off their body. I'm so upset in my life that I tried to hide this from myself for 20 years. I'm glad that I am doing it young still. But I shouldn't have to live in fear of being discovered anymore. Thanks for reading my vent girls.

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[katrinaw]

Good luck and best wishes to you Lilith for today

Hugs hope all goes well 

Haa I recall all those "guy" conversations, never felt comfortable or wanted to be part of those, especially when they got more rowdy! Oh how I hated that!

FWIW I have hid it for a lifetime... but sooner or later we have to take that stand and be ourselves

Katy xx

[geeky_jamie]

Ive hid it since I was 5, served 8 years in secret in the army.  I came out to my army buddies (they said they would serve with me again as a women).  I still work around the military of all branches and im mostely out to all them and you will be surprised how many military members support you.  If you can do your job, then why is gender a concern.  I use my wifes facebook to come out and it brought on a lot of txts and messages elsewhere.  I just got tired of hiding and there comes a point where its gotta stop because I was on a spiralling low.