I had my surgery 28th May this year, have been dilating three times a day for the first two months and twice a day since then. Within the first month, the shape had become easier to see and I realised that the hole I was dilating into didn't look like the vagina itself but rather a sort of "dip" underneath (its very hard trying to explain in words what I mean). I sent an email to the surgeon and sent an image (since he told me too if I had any questions) and he said it "looked fine" but I am still not confident. Still, it's very hard to get a full view of it all myself especially when dilating so I could not clarify exactly where the dilator is going but from what I can gather, it looks like just below the vagina where the skin meets, there is a sort of "tunnel" where the skin goes inwards and concaves. When I do dilate I do notice that it looks like the only viable place to dilate but the worry is that that was caused by dilating the way I have. Its a very strange thing that I have not seen anybody talk about but I cant be the only one who's had this issue... I hope that it's nothing more than paranoia on my end... any ideas?
