Hello every one, I am a 33 year old (male) i am happily married with children. But I have always had desires and urges to wear women's clothing. I brought some kept them hidden in the house for years, fearing how my wife would not handle the idea.For the last few months the desire has been causing be a lot of anxiety which is hard cause I am in a high stress role with a lot of public involvement. After catching me with some lingerie in my pocket one day as I moved it to another room it started a big discussion. This is something i had been dreading the discussion was extremely hard and went over a few days. In the end she wanted to talk about everything she could see signs in things i had done in the past. To my delight she has stood by my me we have talked a lot about it now she helped me get appointment with the right people to get started she has brought me clothes that I wear around the house. She also help me pick my name and called me by it the first time tonight. my desire it to have a feminine body, tonight i got ride of most of my body hair, my wife said i looked much nicer which was a great confidence builder. I have to thank the members of Susan's Place without the help from reading what other people have been through I don't think i would of been able to understand and communicate how i feel.