I know by the end of this year, I will go see a therapist, and get on hormones. I cannot do anything because I am out of the country. I thought about this a lot lately, and I accept that I am transgender. It's just all about money that holds me back. I am beyond suicide, cause I would had done it by now, and I am still among the living
Although, I don't think I want to go full time, unless I can mostly pass in men's clothing. So I think I want to do hormones for at least 2 years, which happens to be roughly the time I have to do my contract. I'll save every dollar I make, and I am going to try to save up at least 50k in the next 2 years .think it's possible, because I am going to get a nice pay raise next month. I should be making 26-28k a year, and then I am going to pull student loans in case I need money. But I want to save every dollar I earn. I currently have a 12k, and a house (worth 10k). I was crazy when I made that purchase. (won't go there right now)
Electrolysis, hormones, and taking care of myself seems like a way to survive for 2 years, while going back to college.
Anyone else has ideas on "treatments" that won't make me look like I am trying to be a woman. Electrolysis isn't necessarily woman, nor is hormones (if I bind my chest).
