Hi everyone, i have been here more than one year ago. I started hrt in December 2013 andtaking it for 15 months until stopped it. Why? I was confused. My wife does not want me to leave her so conviced me to go back and become husband and father as before. I love her so I tried.
Things had not be better. I became the same unhappy man, thinking about "going away". Finally, i left my home again. Now its 2 weeks already that i stay in my tiny rental room alone.
I went to see a therapist 2 days ago and after half an hour of " my story", I asked "Am I really a trans?"
She said: "I confirm you are a trans. In your case you come out at 40+, but this depends in different people."
Then i asked her "can you treat me to be back as a man?"
She said, "No, i can not do that. And no therapist can or will do that. Transsexualism is not an illness. Its your innerself. So you have to accep it."
I start HRT again yesterday and very happy for the fact that "I was born to be a trans."
However, i will have to deal with a painful divorce, those who wont accept you (especially my wife), and haters. Anyway divorce with love is not easy at all.
Other thing i want to share if not a sex business, its hard to get a job here (Thailand) as a trans. So I started an online store for crossdressers and transgenders with worldwide delivery. I will make it serious and professionally.
It might not be okay to leave the link here. But if anyone would like to have a look at my online store, please google "transnice".
I dont know what its going be. And i am happy and will be happy to be a woman.
Thanks for listening and if you have any ideas or comment please.
