I have reached another milestone in my transition, I had my first mammogram on Friday.
I was almost as terrified of this as I was using the women's restroom at the beginning. I knew it was something that needed to be done, I am well past 40 and breast cancer runs in both sides of my family; yet somehow it felt like I was invading a sacred space and didn't belong there. The tech was wonderful, she was very gentle and was able to make me feel comfortable in such an awkward situation. The only question she asked was to clarify my response to "when was your last period?" on the intake form because I responded n/a.
In the end I was treated with dignity and respect and had nothing to worry about. The actual procedure while slightly unpleasant, was no where as bad as some of my cis friends had led me to believe; I am glad I did it.