12 Things I've Learned In The First 12 Months With My Vaginahttp://kinkandcode.com/trans-woman-12-things-learned-in-first-12-months-with-vagina/Kink And Code/By Maddy McKenna 10/03/2015
"Twelve months ago in a cold operating room, lying on an even colder surgery table, I was preparing to go to bed and wake up to the answer to the wish I had begged for every night for the last 18 years. I'll admit, though, that it was mortifying to have six doctors surrounding me and knowing that for the next seven hours they were going to be focused on the one thing that I would never want anyone to see — even myself. I lay there thinking, "They better put me out good!" I was convinced that I was so excited about the coming reality of waking up to a brighter future that the anesthesia wouldn't work."
